~leelee-丽丽~

HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY to us!!!

2010-09-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

921 is the memorable day for us!!! although today i'm not beside u, but my HEART is always with u!!! i know u hope that i will stay at your side for now... but don't worry, i will always stay beside u once i finish my studies!!!! really wait for the day to come!!!!
ah peng ben dan, LOVE YOU always... n must stay happy always ya... n don't waste your money de ya... save it for buy a HOUSE ooo... ^^

Happy 2nd Anniversary peng peng...

LOVE LOVE & KISS KISS...

ALLERGIC!!!!

2009-07-13T20:39:00.002+08:00

Argh... Allergic man!!! my legs and my hands now dunno why got red dots!!! going to see doctor, the doctor just say that is allergic. but then after taking the medicine, it's still got a lots of red dots!!! it's from 2dots become 4 then become 6!!! need to take how long my allergic just can be healled??? ichy la... some more next week wan to go back KL ady!!! if the dots is still there, then it will be very 'ma fan'!!!! haih... GOD pls help mii!!!! let me recover now!!!!

class CANCELLED

2009-04-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

class CANCELLED????
last minute again!!! waste my time lepak at college!!!
really want to f*** the lecturer!!!
oops... i'm so RUDE!!!! haha...

finally~~NONONO!!!!

2009-02-27T00:36:00.001+08:00

26o2o9- finally i finish my law assignment. i feel more relax now. but the stress is still there. next week is my management accounting quiz and my malaysian studies' assignment due date. omg.. i'm not even start my assignment yet. haih... have to finish my assignment faster, because my mid term test will be held on the following week. so i have to study ITC, LAW and MC!!! oh... all need to memorizing!!! GOD... please HELP mii!!!
finally it is the day i can go back to penang. i can go back to see my ah kong. he just recover from sickness. i'm very worry about him. but now, i'm not only need to worry my ah kong, but also my best best fren. i worry that he will think negatively and do something that will hurt himself. i never see he act like that before. this is the first time he feel so scared and worried. even during stpm he also never be so scared. his react makes mii more and more worry. every moment i will think of him and feel like want to console him. no matter how much i did, it also won't cover it. so... GOD... please forgive this naive boy and don't let him suffer anymore!!!
i'm really tired, i don't want to be so tired anymore. i need some good rest that can let mii more relax and after that i can face every problem easily. so.. please don't use my rest time to disturb or quarrel with mii. i meed someone to console mii also. i know this few days i spend less time with you. so hope that you can understand mii and not questioning mii!!!
it's the time for mii to go to the bed. so see you guys when i'm updating my blog. good night!!!!

emo...

2009-02-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

250209- Today really emo, i know a lot things but i can't tell. i have no idea with the problem i face. and i feel don't want to think about it. haih... but after listen to this two songs, i feel touch n feel want to cry.

是非題- 范玮琪(Shi Fei Ti-Fan Wei Qi)

每段故事　都有一篇劇情

每段愛情　都像動人旋律

一顆真心　卻只向著你前進　也許愛越單純越著迷

你是窗外　另外一片風景

在你眼裡　我是什麼關係

你的呼吸　存在我的愛情里　何時能誠實面對自己

我們從不開口那個原因那一句　

我愛你　永遠像少了勇氣

別人都說我和你之間的關係

沒有人相信　只有關心

我們從不證實那個問題

那一些是非題　總讓人傷透腦筋

我會期待愛盛開那一個黎明

一定會有　美麗的愛情

你是窗外　另外一片風景

在你眼裡　我是什麼關系

你的呼吸　存在我的愛情裡何時能誠實面對自己

我們從不開口那個原因

那一句　我愛你　永遠像少了勇氣

別人都說我和你之間的關係

沒有人相信　只有關心

我們從不證實那個問題

那一些是非題　總讓人傷透腦筋

我會期待愛盛開那一個黎明

一定會有　美麗的愛情

我們從不開口那個原因

那一句　我愛你　永遠像少了勇氣

別人都說我和你之間的關係

沒有人相信　只有關心

我們從不證實那個問題

那一些是非題　總讓人傷透腦筋

我會期待愛盛開那一個黎明

一定會有　美麗的愛情

JOSE MARI CHAN- BEAUTIFUL GIRL

Beautiful girl, wherever you are

I knew when I saw you, you had opened the door

I knew that I'd love again after a long, long while

I'd love again.

You said "hello" and I turned to go

But something in your eyes left my heart beating so

I just knew that I'd love again after a long, long while

I'd love again.

Refrain : It was destiny's game

For when love finally came on

I rushed in line only to find

That you were gone.

Whenever you are, I fear that I might

Have lost you forever like a song in the night

Now that I've loved again after a long, long while

I've loved again.

*Repeat Refrain

Beautiful girl, I'll search on for you

'Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true

You've made me love again after a long, long while

In love againAnd I'm glad that it's you

Hmm, beautiful girl

I like this 2 songs very much. hope that every one will stay healthy and have a bright future!!!

aBout chinEsE NIU yeAr

2009-02-01T23:11:00.003+08:00

My FIRST blog in year 2009!!!!
250109-Chinese NIU Year Eve- I went to shopping at Prangin Mall with my best best fren!!! After shopping we watched 'Underworld 3'. It's a nice day because it's very long we didn't meet each other. After thet I rush bec to home for my reunion dinner. Wow.. It's steamboat!!! I eat so full n it's delicious!!!
260109-Chinese NIU Year初一- I woke up quite early n wating my mum to give mii ang pow. My mum give mii ang pow after breakfast. Then after that the whole day mii n my family sit at home n wait my auntie they all to come. At night, I went to find my fren. That was my 1st day of cny.
270109-Chinese NIU Year初二- Today is busy day!!! After breakfast, mii n my family go to my uncle's house. It's my mum's brother house. We having steamboat at there again. I chat at there n play with my cousin. It's was fun at there. At night, I went to my cousin sister's house. It's a bunglo. Behind her house is the mountain. Reli syok neh!!! But she treat us eat steamboat again. I eat until wan to vomit. PLS... No more steamboat!!!!
280109- Today I go to Ipoh, n den ah pEng will go there n fetch mii den we go to Sitiawan. We get lost at Ipoh for more than 2hours. We just round n round at the Ipoh town area. Look like stupid. hehe... But at least we eat 'nga choi kai'. It's taste normal. Nothing special. haha... After that we go bec to Sitiawan n after tat nth special ady.
290109- Today kang kang come to ah pEng house. He very excited when we at 'yi kou jia'. He ran here n there for looking the bear bear. It's hard to take care of him. But he is cute... At night I accompany auntie to go wedding dinner. The culture at there reli different with the culture at Penang. hehe...
300109- After lunch, I went to Teluk Intan 'Ansun'. I go to visit Menara Condong. When I in the building, I reli feel headache. I can't balance myself lo. hehe... After that I go to buy the Teluk Intan famous biscuit 'xiang bing'. it's quite delicious. After buying the biscuit, I go bec to Sitiawan again.
310109- I force ah pEng go to Pulau Pangkor. haha.. Finally he bring mii to Pulau Pangkor. Wow.. The rental for a bike is so expensive. It's RM40 lo. No choice, we have to pay, if not how we play at there??? We go to round the island. In between we stop at Teluk Nipah to collect the seashell(I collect the dead 'hai dan', so it's smelly,haha..); eat laksa,rojak n ABC(it's not expensive); satay factory(not reli cheap); temple (mini 'wan li chang cheng'...); Dutch Port; n buying souvenir. I become much more darker after come bec from Pulau Pangkor.
010209- Suppose today I should HAPPY wan. Because tommorow mii n my frens plan to go my frens' house 'bai nian'. But then when I message them, they ask mii wad happen??? ON WAD??? OK... Seeing this messages mean they all forget ady!!! Hey... I purposely come bec to KL today is because of I promised u all I will go to 'bai nian'. Now u all waste my 1DAY HOLIDAY!!! If I din come bec today, then now I still enjoy my delicious food n pass my happy time at somewhere else. Tomorrow I plan to give u all the souvenir I bought from Pulau Pangkor. Now I tink I no nid to give u all the souvenir ady. Because u all break the promise again!!! I reli dunno this is the how many times ady!!! Now I reli dun have the heart to promise u all anything n to help u al to do anything. I reli dunno wad to say de!!!

tiReD~clean my rOOm

2008-10-30T21:40:00.007+08:00

301008 - Today after class, my fren fetch mii go to Jalan Ipoh to eat 'har mee'. But I feel that Penang hokkien mee is much more delicious lo!!! hehe... But anyway, thanks to King for fetching mii there. Thanks koko... Before go to eat 'har mee', we go to see Li Jia's new house. Wow... This house really very very BIG!!!

This whole thing is Li Jia's house, BIG le...

This is my first time I see the structure of house like that. In front got two house and behind there got one. It's really look like hotel. So special neh... hehe... If I have that much money, I just hope that I can have one part of the house. Then really enough for mii already. Wakakaka...

After come back from lunch, I start to do my cleaning work. My room never be cleaned since my last semester break. hehe... Today finally I can't TAHAN... So I take my time to clean all the things. First, I sweep the floor that got many dust and hair. After sweep I just notice that my room's dustpan is missing. Haih... But at this time, my creative is come to my brain. I use my empty biscuit box to be the dustpan. I cut the shape and use it. Clever leh... haha... After swept the floor of course I mop it lo. Actually hard for mii to sweep and mop the floor lo. Because the floor is full of my roommate stuff like shoes, bags, clothes, books and so on. So I have to carry the thing to other ares before i sweep that area. So this take mii a lot of time.

So many shoes le..most are my roommate shoes!!!

After that I wash the toilet. The toilet is so dirty and my roommate didn't wash the pot after use. So I have to help her to wash it. So oily... It cause the toilet become so oily. Hate it!!! The toilet is full of my roommate's stuff also. So I need to take all her things out from the toilet first then just can start to wash. WASH WASH WASH...wash wash wash... Finally I use 2hours to finish all my cleaning work. Har??? Two hours???? My room just that small only, also take mii 2 hours lo!!! So sad... I waste my 2 hours!!! But after the cleaning, my roommate's bed also that messy. Haih... Who can help her to clear all her stuff????

Above: My roommate bed!!!

Below: My bed!!!

After seeing the two pictures, is it feel that there is a big difference leh... So anyone can help mii in solving this problem??? hehe...

Today is really my tiring day after so long. So this is the day I exercise the most. Wakakaka... Peace...

hAppy day become sAd day

2008-10-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

211008-Today suppose I should be very happy, because every month 21 is my big day. But then at the early morning, my fren call mii and ask about the class thing. I told him I don't know, but then he said that why I can don't know. He sound like perli mii. I hate that. So I ask him go to check by himself. I'm not willing to help anymore. From that time I'm quite moody ode...

And at night, when I on9, I hit my head. I feel pain. But then you just say 'you are so short also can hit your head ar?' What the hell... You didn't ask mii how just say that. You know, that is really hurt mii? After that you some more say I give you preasure. When I give you preasure? I know you are busy with your test, assignment and exam. So I never ask you to accompany mii. OK.. Then I will only chat with you after I come back.

Actually from the day I came back to KL, I feel damn down. Because when people need mii they just will call mii. If they no need mii, they won't botherr about mii. So I prefer the days I at Penang. But then I never tell anyone including you. So what can I do??? Anyone can tell mii??? So those who treat mii like that, don't treat mii like that again. PLEASE!!!If you can do that, then thanks a lot!!!

bRotheRs???

2008-10-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

2010- Already more than 1 month i didn't pose my blog. So today let mii talk about my BROTHERS.

Start from today, I have 3 god brothers. 1 is elder and another 2 is younger god brothers. My elder god brother is called KING. He is my uni frenz. Normally i call him 'koko'. He very 'sayang' mii, and always take care of mii. And I think in the uni, he is the 1 understand mii the most. So, I think I'm very lucky to have this 'koko'.

My 1st younger god brother is AARON (Chee Keat). He is my Heng Ee junior. And now he just 18years old. He call mii jie jie and I call him didi. Funny right???? But I very sayang him oooo... Because he is the 1 I can talk to. No matter what happen, he also will support mii. hehe... I still remember when I know him, he just a form2 boy. That time he looked cute. From the days we mix together, I feel that he is responsible. So, I choose him as the assistant treasurer for the uniform unit we joined. Even though that time the committee all argued with the person they want. Finally I get him as assistant treasurer. Any activity after I graduate, he also tried to invide mii to attend, but really SORRY that I didn't make it!!!SORRY ya didi... Hope that when I go back to Penang, I can go to meet you.

Now is my 2nd younger god brother turn. His name is BRENDAN. He is only 13years old ooo...But he is a clever boy because he study at Chung Ling High School. He looks cute. Because of him,let mii think about when I first know Chee Keat. Their attitude are same at that age, although now Chee Keat has changed a lot. Brendan is a boy that very hardworking and I think his world is very busy. You know what he busy about??? He is busy of his studies. Always tuition... I'm very pity of him because he need to compete with those clever boys in his school. Brendan, now you are too young to think about love problem. Don't think about it first ooo...Study first yaaaa... Next time when you grow up you can find some one that you love.

OK laaaa... I don't know what to write de... So I will update my blog when there is anything happen laaaa....

mOOncake fEstivaL--tAng lunG

2008-09-15T00:49:00.005+08:00

140908--Finally, today I start my holiday de!!! And now I ode at Penang. Before I come back to Penang, I feel so surprised that my roommate buy mii a box of chocolate from Langkawi. Feel so sweet neh~~ Thanks ADE!!! Although I have 4bags to carry, but I feel so gay because I can go back to meet all my frens. Miss them so much!!!

When I at bus station, I met 2 aunties from Jakarta. They ask mii question in Bahasa Indonesia. I know what they talking about, but I can't answer them. OMG... I forget how to speak malay ode!!! Luckily they know hokkien, if not I speak English and they speak malay like chicken and duck talking. Haha...

When I reached Penang, I just know that my mum plan to celebrate mooncake festival at my house balcony at night. Suppose last night I plan to play tang lung with my uni frens. But at last my boss 'Nic' just go home and duwan outing. So, the plan need to cancelled lo.. But nvm, today I play it. After that, we go to buy the tang lung at supermarket. At 1st I choose big one, but my brother say small one enough ode. So at last I take small one. When we play the tang lung, we noticed that the small tang lung easy to get burned. At that moment, we are so regret. But we really enjoy da celebration because we chatting at our balcony, drink chinese tea and ear mooncake together. Already long time we didn't do that.

our tAng lunG

mii

koko and mii

jie jie and mii

mummy and papa

After the celebration, I feel very tired and I still have to do mask and BLOGGING. Start from today till 12 Oct is my semester break. So, I must enjoy my this holiday before i start the 2nd semester in 'K'ing my books!!! Happy Holidays and see u guys after the semester break. Will miss u guys espeacially YIWEN, NIC and KOAK YUE!!! And I miss the secret mission!!!Wakakaka...

hAppy & sAd

2008-09-06T21:33:00.002+08:00

060908--Wow...SHOPPING!!! Feel so excited and I wake up earlier compare to the other weekend. After I bath n have my breakfast, I went out to get the bus and go to Mid Valley. But, when I on the way to the bus stop,the bus just pass by. And at this moment, the sky turn dark and raining. But this didn't spoil my mood to go shopping, at last I choose to get the taxi.
Woohoo...I at Mid Valley meet my friend from Penang and we shop together. When I shopped, I feel HAPPY and want to buy a lot. After I bought it, I feel SAD!!! Because I spend a lot of $$$$!!! However, this is not the most sad thing come to mii on today...

When I reach my hostel, I saw my roommate is cooking in the room. OMG!!! I need to be Aminah again to clean the room!!!! I'm really angry that my roommate cook in the room and make the room become so oily. But I can't scold her, because we need to stay together. So, WHAT CAN I DO???? JUST KEEP QUIET AND CLEAN THE ROOM lo!!! Luckily at that moment, my friend is accompany mii and chat with mii at msn. So, I'm not feel so angry ode!!! But, when he say he wan to go to cc with his friends, I'm really angry and SAD!!! And he asked mii why i hate cc and said that I think in the negative way. At this moment, I become more SAD because I think of the thing happened to mii which related to cc.

Have you ever heard that the bf because of playing game at cc and forgot the gf??? Yes!!! That was happened in this world!!! And I experienced that. This hurt is very painful, because I was lose to the cc game!!! This happened too often to mii, and finally I can't tolerate anymore and I break with that guy!!! Since that day, I hate guy going to cc. Because I feel that guy who going to cc, they will put the game at 1st compare to their family and gf!!! But for mii, family come 1st. I feel that those guy family come 1st wan can give ppl more 'an quan gan'. So, no matter how good you are, if you go cc play game then I will try to avoid you oooo!!! Feel so SORRY that will hurt you!!! But, those who know mii well will understand this... So, PLS DON'T GO CC SO OFTEN YAA!!! oK la... I have nothing to say for today de...Feel sleepy, want to sleep de!!! Will update my blog when I have thing to say la!!!

eXcited for yesterday ---> eXpectation for tomorrow

2008-08-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

270808 -- Today is a moody day for mii which I don't have any expectation for today. Yesterday all my frenz say I'm too excited that I did alot of crazy things and always laugh! May be is because of I know that the charming is come from Penang (where come from the same place with mii!haha..) and also he is not younger than mii!!! Now at least I know where he come from and his age, so I'm quite satisfied at this stage. But I really hope that I can know more about him. Haih.. My fren like not so willing to intro him to mii!!! So now I must depend on myself de... Depend on my fren really can die!!! So he also can't depend on mii to teach him!!! Depend on mii you also can die!!!
Tomorrow is the last day for Business Statistic lecture, I hope that charming will attend the class. But usually he will skip before exam wan. Haiz... Tomorrow is the last day means that tomorrow is my last chance to see him in this semester. Next semester he is not longer the 1st year student, he will have 3 months holiday before he doing his start his second year program. That means after 4 months i just can see him because next semester is the short semester for mii where the period for the semester is 2 months. Hey... So LONG man... Really can't wait for it!!!
Charming ah Charming!!!! Do you know that I want to know you??? These few days, mii and my frenz did it so obvious de... Don't know you notice it or not??? Or do you notice mii in class??? Hope that these question I will get the answer soon!!! I will wait the day come!!!

feel gUilTy~~dowN***

2008-08-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today already 230808, but I still haven't start to look at my book!!! Hey...my exam will begin at 020908... ONE MORE WEEK ONLY!!! What happen to mii??? Why I don't have mood to study??? I shouldn't think so much!!! Must work hard in my studies!!! Can't fail in my any single subject!!! If fail then HOW??? RM 1500 leh per subject... I really can't afford it. Too EXPENSIVE for mii!!! haih...
Just left one week!!! How to memorize my Marketing text book??? So thick man!!! At first I really think that Marketing is a very easy subject!!! But now I feel that it's the most difficult subject to mii!!! I really guilty that i didn't do revision for my marketing before. Now last minute de, HOW HOW HOW???? Can anyone teach mii???? Now i Really want to cry... I can't take the pressure!!! Now the pressure I face is MUCH MUCH more than what I faced during my STPM!!! PLS HELP mii my ANGEL!!!
If continue like this, I think my exam sure GONE wan!!! Can't concentrate in what I do then just wait to fail!!! Papa and Mama, sorry!!! I think leelee can't do well in her exam!!! SORRY!!! But then, I will try my best to concentrate in this one week!!! Hope that i can cope it!!! Let's pray for mii!!! sadhu..sadhu..sadhu...

我和你

2008-08-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

曾经那么相爱的我和你，就因为一时冲动而分手了！而如今却因为害怕对方而不敢再次的尝试。这段时间里你的改变真的很多！而你的改变却让我越来越不认识你！这种改变也让我感到很害怕！因为以前一向做事认真的你，现在却变得吊儿郎当，什么事都随随便便，这让我感到很反抗！我不知道为何你会变成这样，有可能是因为你受到她的影响吧！你知道吗，这让我很心痛！这种感觉真的很痛很痛！我真的很想把以前的你找回来，不知道现在的你还会给我机会把真正的你找回来吗？
以前的你是那么的踏实，现在的你却那么的虚荣。这使到你我之间产生了一种很莫名其妙的距离感！这种距离感让我感到很可怕，因为不知何时你会嫌弃我！我真的很喜欢踏实的你，因为你的踏实让我很有安全感。这种安全感到现在我依然还记得很清楚。从再次的与你联络，这种感觉再也找不到了！
以前我真的不明白为何你不能让出一点时间陪我，而使到我感到很生气，一气之下把你甩了！直到前几天我才明白，你是因为我才那么忙的！你连选择工作的地方也是我最喜欢去的。为何以前我没想到呢？我真的很后悔以前这样对你！对不起！！！
那天你生日，我真的很想跟你告白。可是当我给你礼物时，你交代我不要向你告白，所以我就选择不说哦！我是不是很胆小？可是我觉得能够陪在你身边就已经很足够了！爱一个人不需要占有他的！只要你开心，我什么都能做。可能现在已经太迟了吧！因为你的心已经没有我了！无论如何，我还是要谢谢你，因为当我闷时你会叫我出去或鼓励我做一些我应该做的事。
记得，我不会勉强你或什么，我只想你开心。因为你开心那我就会放心！连知道会给人骂我也帮你了，那还有什么可怕的！！！现在只希望那真正的你会再次出现！而我也依然的在等待！

my new friends at HELP University College

2008-07-20T01:10:00.000+08:00

What is HELP stand for??? At 1st i really don't know what is HELP, until i saw it in the education fair. Last time i don't even go to ask the course at HELP, and i don't think that i will enter HELP. But now i'm the student of HELP that study in Business Department. Before i enter HELP, i'm a bit worry that i will lonely at there because i go there alone. At that time, my friends all still waiting for the result of the government university. (i feel sad and i cry when my 1st day at KL)

I still remember that at the 1st day of orientation, i'm really tired with the campus tour which is non-stop walking and need to run a bit. I noticed that there are 2 girls that come to HELP alone(include me is 3). At that moment, i wish to know that 2 girls. So, after the tour of Wisma HELP where we are heading to KPD A, i go to say hello with 1 of the girl. Her name is Yiwen. She is a very nice girl that always help me in everythings. Now she is my best friend in HELP that we always go out together, study together and play together.

Besides Yiwen, i also know quite a lot of friends at HELP. The gang that i mix have 10 people. In the gang there are 2 girls and 8 boys. We know each other is because of our 'tai lou' - King. He gather all of us and become a gang. In this gang, 5members that are 1988 and another 5members are 1989. They are Yiwen, King, Koak Yue, Nicholas, Kenji, Adam, Kevin, Feng and Roon.

When i mixed with them i learn something from them, that is sleep during the lecture is going on. That is quite fun when i saw all of them sleep because i can take the picture of their sleeping face. But then they have no chance to take my sleeping picture during the lecture. That is due to i never sleep during the class. (hehe...) Besides the sleeping pictures, we also took a lot of pictures that we outing. I think the pictures we took now are more then the pictures i took during my form6 life. (I think a bit over i describe like this)

I really happy that i know this gang of friends. They are so crazy when mixed together and did a lot of fun. I hope that our relationship wil never end. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! You are ROCK!!!

~*leelee-丽丽*~

HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY to us!!!

ALLERGIC!!!!

class CANCELLED

finally~~NONONO!!!!

emo...

aBout chinEsE NIU yeAr

tiReD~clean my rOOm

hAppy day become sAd day

bRotheRs???

mOOncake fEstivaL--tAng lunG

hAppy & sAd

eXcited for yesterday ---> eXpectation for tomorrow

feel gUilTy~~dowN***

我和你

my new friends at HELP University College

~leelee-丽丽~